smile then go away

[bilsan]

One day I was pessimistic, I just wanted to die

"There is no one loves me,There is no one cares for me" What's I was thinking of...

While I was walking alone from my home to the office which I work in..

I heard someone talking on his mobile..

You are strong,You are Not Alone..Allah will always be beside you If you are always with him"

that's what he said..I thought He was talking to his friend..and maybe his friend is in trouble

then he said
"Even if she died , you have t............."


Death

Death

Death


a sound in my head was saying this word again and again

"huh..You were thinking of death.. right..?you wanted to die a few minutes ago..and why ?? because you can't understand the people around you..did they say that they hate you??or did they forget you??
No they didn't..It's your wrong..You couldn't tell them that you love them.. you couldn't say you're sorry for all your mistake.. you couldn't even ask why didn't she or he call you...Maybe they need you more than you need their calls..
come on..go and do these things,,you won't be sorry..COME ON"


In the afternoon I went to My friend's home..I asked..where is she??her Mother told me that she was sick..and When I saw her I wished she would get better soon..before I leave.. I told her how much I love her..She surprised me when she said " I love you so much..thank you for coming..I was worried about you"

I smiled and walked away...




I visited almost 4 of my friends and called the other..

but..there is one of my friends i haven't seen her for 3 years,I've known her since I was a child..so I decided to visit her..When I arrived i saw her crying..I tried to make her feel better then I asked "why were you crying??"

She said"My Mother has died"

Death
Death
Death

"May Allah spared her" I said..

Suddenly the door bell rang,she went to see who is there..

for my surprise He was the same man who was talking on his mobile..she told me that he is her uncle

so..after we talked for some times...i said "thanks a lot"
he smiled ... I felt that he knows me..and he knows Why I said that..



What we want you to know 4 things...

don't be hasty..Think twice..



-don't be ashamed to show your feelings..tell them what you feel about them before It's too late...



-If you don't see their caring or their love..you have to know that they they need you now more than any time before..



Allah always will be beside you If you are always with him

[Anas]

Bilsan . the sweetiest post i have read so far , no way to run away from death !

And , definitly we should show our feelings befor it becomes too late

Thanks for this post :)

[one for all]

really one of the best.. thank u dear for sharing it

"Allah always will be beside you If you are always with him"

don't think it's completely true though coz He's always with us no matter wheather we're with him or not.. such thing i know for sure